Hello!

I'm on a blogation. I'll still be reading your posts through Google reader or Bloglines every few days so I can keep up with what's happening in your lives/head. As always, you can email me - shmeder at gmail.







I won't be coming back here.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Who gets mystified?

I was driving home from work and the moment hit like a brick. Contentment and comfort is what I felt for a brief moment.

There we were lying on the carpet. I snuggled in and hoped he didn't mind. Then he coiled himself around me even more. Yummy.

Current Noise:
Soundgarden
Badmotorfinger
Outshined

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Say that I want you

Kasabian

Walken will be interesting to follow and see what he has to say. I got emailed the link today. I'm a little surprised. I wonder, do they have any cool T-shirts yet? Is it just gonna be some ultra trendy campaign? No matter what happens he is still one of my all time favorite actors.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

You really got me so I don't know what I'm doin'

The Kinks



Good times despite the rain. In the short time we were there we hit the Mind Eraser, XLR8R, Sling Shot (twice) and The Twister (3 times). I won a green monkey from a girl that guessed my age at 28! Woo hoo!

I keep on getting propositions from women. That's nice but they are all hands and a little crude. They say shit that men can't get away with because they will get slapped. I'm just getting tired of it.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Immerse Me in Your Splendor

I've been obsessed with a few songs lately:

The Man Who Sold the World - David Bowie (and the Nirvana version)
Barracuda (rehearsal tapes version) - Sonic Youth

I just can't stop listening them. I'm sure I will find new songs to be
obsessed with soon.


Good times were had on Friday night. I stuck to my vanilla Stoli and cokes. By the end of the evening most had belted out favorite songs. I was going to get up there for the first time but I have a bad case of stage fright no matter how much liquor I have consumed.

I received a phone call from an acquaintance, C. She left me the coolest message I have ever received: I'm zonked. I have to go to bed or I might pass out sitting in this chair. I will write more about this later.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Honestly Continued

So she told me that she didn't know she was becoming friends with Dick Tracy. That's my problem. I pay attention too much and can tell when someone is lying to me. There's a long history of why it takes a while for me to trust people. I have a past just like everyone else but mine consists of a lying father. Therefore, as an adult, I just can't put up with that shit.

She fessed up to lying to me almost all of last week and really still wants to be my friend. Huh? Was she lying then too? Friendship is not possible with me when it lacks honesty. Duh.

She got the point at the end of the conversation that I'm done with her. I just don't see the point to being her friend. I have plenty of friends that don't lie.