I went to hear Peter Hook DJ tonight.
The songs threw me back more than I expected. I didn't know if I should cry or scream. I just let it all go.
At one point tonight, I realized I was oblivious to everything around me and just heard the music. I had been dancing for quite some time with my eyes closed (I think I do this because the lights aren't that great for my epilepsy) when I had to stop. I had to soak it all in and start all over again. I was in a room full of people that get it. They get Joy Division and New Order and that you can love and respect both separately. I was in a place that I didn't need to explain myself to anyone.
I was happy.
