This is for Rosie...

"There is nothing easy worth having."

- Crack addict

You're slipping away

He has decided that he will no longer be going to the doctor when he needs to go in. All the doc does is put him on more drugs. He's stopped taking all his medications. He is ready for all of this to end. The love of his life died a few years ago and he is ready. It bums the fuck out of me but I can understand. He isn't happy. I just wish he could live forever. He's always been there.

My mom is taking it pretty hard. She isn't ready to lose her dad since she just lost her husband.

We don't have many rights but we do have the right to die the way we want.

To be a band geek or not...

My life has been known to get a little chaotic. Too much for me to handle most of the time. I'm slowly falling into a comfortable groove that I can handle and enjoy. I've taken a few things out of life in order for it to slow down to its current comfortable pace.

I did bounce a few checks this past week. Motherfuckers they charge the shit out of you. They did cover the expenses but fuckin' a. When did they start charging 31 bucks a pop? Fuckers. I will call them next week and beg for a few of the charges to go away. I haven't done anything like this in years. It's all because my student loan checks won't be mailed to me until November. It's just fucked my finances for the next few months. It's not convenient seeing as Halloween is just around the corner and isn't cheap. I still don't even know what I want to be. I have an idea but a group of my friends are all buying the same band costume then they will be doing the Gorilla Run the Saturday morning before Halloween. They are going to wear the band uniforms over their gorilla costumes and running/walking the 5k. I just have 8 hours of class that day which full on sucks ass.

I'm watching the Gremlins right now and all I really have to say is that Phoebe Cates is hot. I've always had a crush on her.

Life has been interestingly busy lately. I'm learning a ton about myself and other people. I haven't been to kickball in a few weeks. I haven't felt like it. I think I should have taken the season off. Kind of like the time I've been taking off from blogging lately.

I talked to my neighbor when I got home from work today. Man, my life is a cake walk. I wish I could help everyone but I don't have the money or the time.

More than I can shake a stick at

I found the best fucking dollar store on the planet this past week. I had time to kill during my clinical on Friday during lunch. My clinical was at a children's school based health clinic near 64th and Federal. I ended up walking into the Dollar Tree near 52nd and Federal. Holy crap. It was clean and organized. I about crapped my pants. They actually had things I might buy too. The highlights: a pair of sunglasses, Bottle Caps, a box of thank you cards, and more Teaberry gum than I can chew in a lifetime. All for a buck.

I'm a happy girl.

A pregnancy test for a buck? Umm... am I the only person that thinks that's odd? Is it even odder that it's in the check out aisle next to sticky notes and razors?