Hello!

I'm on a blogation. I'll still be reading your posts through Google reader or Bloglines every few days so I can keep up with what's happening in your lives/head. As always, you can email me - shmeder at gmail.







I won't be coming back here.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Netflix

Won't you please be my friend?

She kicks ass

Meet my neice:

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Oh hell no...

I just read that one of my all time top three artists, The Jesus and Mary Chain, will be reuniting to play at Coachella this April. They will play on April 27th... my last day of classes. Fuck. I have a giant decision to make by Saturday morning at 10 am.

The other reasons I would go? Rage Against the Machine, Sonic Youth, Peaches, Felix da Housecat, Benny Benassi, The Rapture, LCD Soundsystem, !!!, Willie Nelson, Placebo, Jose Gonzalez, and Teddybears.... there are quite a few more but that would be ridiculous if I listed ALL of them here.

It's only 250 bucks for three days. I can fly into San Diego and stay at my sister's house. I could probably just borrow one of her cars. Maybe my brother-in-law would let me take his new Mustang GT? Bwahahaha... I doubt it.

Anybody wanna go with me?

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Get a grip (repost from my MySpace)

Screw all the quizzes/memes you have ever received... this is the best one EVER!

Take the QUIZ!

In other and more important news...

I have never been so proud of a sibling before...

The dumpster below my sister's condo made the paper. I am glowing with pride and excitement for her!

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Light the corners of my mind

I was talking to Shelly tonight about our mattresses and how many men we've had sex with on them. She's had her mattress since she moved to Denver in the mid 90's. She's been married and divorced since then. Mine isn't that old. We figured out that it lost its virginity to Sam from Florida. Then I had to figure out exactly how many men. It turns out that it's not as many as I thought. I apparently am not the slut I think I am at my house. At other people's houses? Umm...

I came home from work and spent close to 30 minutes trying to figure it out by looking for a receipt to figure out the exact date I got this mattress. Then I had to cross reference with journals. I've got it all figured out. Life can now go back to normal. Thank fuck.

I need to say that Sam from Florida was worth it. I read my entry from the next day and it all came back to me. The way we met was super cool fantastic at a bar. Me? Meet men at bars? Then have sex with them? Huh? Pbbt...

I was going to turn that entry back on and let ya'll read it but it's a little too graphic. It's amazing what I will write when I think no one is ever going to read it but me. Aah... the old days... before I went to fabulous sex toy parties with bloggers...

Monday, January 15, 2007

I'm fuming about a few things... as usual. So I have to say BITE ME to a few folks out there:
  • I have to STILL take the long way to drive out of my complex thanks to the street never being plowed. I don't own a 4WD motherfuckers.
  • Work. They are fucking with my schedule again. Change does not sit well with my chaotic life. Fuck you.
  • My friend that needs to dump her boyfriend. Seriously, don't call me until you DUMP the hippie. You aren't going to spend the rest of your life with him. You've cheated on him (in my opinion). It's stupid ass behavior. I'm over you're situation and need for constant male attention.
  • My recent nightmares totally suck ass. It's all I've been able to think about today. I think something bad has happened to my ex-boyfriend. I hate worrying. I'm not going to contact him either. The last thing I need is to give myself a mind fuck.
  • Fuck iTunes' downloads only having a 128 bit rate. I'm not a sucker like many people are. That's not even a CD quality digital format! Fuck you.
  • allTunes does not have all the music I want to download. It's driving me insane. I hate having to buy CD's anymore. They take up too much space. Fucking A...
  • Money, dear sweet money. I hate not having you. I have missed you...
I think that will do it for now...

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Avenues Aligned with Trees

I just realized that I've been blogging for almost 5 years. It's been a weird addiction for me. I don't blog about the same things I used to. That was back when no one would read it so I wasn't afraid of writing everything down (I have turned off most of those old posts). Now I edit my life so much it isn't even a useful tool for me. I had a real job back then that did pay my bills. I was able to keep up with the maintenance on my house and on me. I miss the predictable structure of working Monday thru Friday. It was a lot easier to plan life. I'm not a huge fan of the chaos factor having a willy nilly work and school schedule.

Anyway, I did start another blog for myself to get back to my original reason for blogging. I need to be able to not edit all the shit that runs through my head. I like that no one reads it and that no one ever will. This has been a great 3 week break from school. I realized a few things that I miss in my life and decided to take them back. No one took them from me in the first place I just got a little side-tracked.

School starts this Friday. I've already started reading in hopes of keeping my anxiety down to a minimum but I already feel it creeping up. I really didn't do anything worth mentioning during my break. I needed the rest and time to myself. Last semester was super tough and this one will probably be even worse. I finish classes at the end of April then I have to study for the board exam. I will hopefully have that done by early June so my life can finally start again.

I don't know if I will know what to do with myself at that point. After taking some time off after the exam then what do I do? I started back to school in January of 2003 and have had classes every semester but one. What am I going to do with all of that time?

Thursday, January 04, 2007

5 Things You Never Knew About Me

Everyone else is doin' it...

1. The tip of my toe was chopped off when I managed to break my grandparent's TV. My mom just stuck it back on.

2. I had a snaggle tooth.

3. I can't go to sleep without playing a game of solitaire first in an attempt to slow my mind down.

4. I have never faked an orgasm.

5. I went to a funeral today. I'm sick of dealing with death lately but that seems to be the only thing I write about.

Monday, January 01, 2007