Hello!

I'm on a blogation. I'll still be reading your posts through Google reader or Bloglines every few days so I can keep up with what's happening in your lives/head. As always, you can email me - shmeder at gmail.







I won't be coming back here.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

With your hands held in mine

I rarely ever remember my dreams. This morning wasn't any different. I did wake up feeling different. All I could surmise was that I felt loved. It was amazing. I was bummed to leave my dream state and come back to reality. I've been fighting with myself all day to not crawl back into bed to try to get that feeling back. I at least got to wake up and remember the good emotions from the night before.

It was all the love I've ever felt combined into one dream. Huh. I guess that's why they're called dreams.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Let's face it...

I'm a mess. Everyone that knows me knows this. I don't know which end is up most of the time. I can thank the pure hell that I will be going through in the next few weeks to my latest onset. I'm all worked up over all the shit I have to do for school that my mind is having conniptions.

I put toothpaste on my hair brush while getting ready for bed.

Is that enough evidence?

Thursday, November 23, 2006

You can't stop it...

Went to RockBar. Danced. Got vertigo. Came home.

Anyone doing anything spectacular for Thanksgiving? I'm going to hang with my family in Canon City. Drive home. Take a nap. Then head over to Don's Mixed Drinks. Yep. That's it.

Monday, November 20, 2006

This is what I find super cool...

If you get easily grossed out then you probably shouldn't look at the pictures I put up on this post.

This is about my coworker Brad. He's super cool. He stopped to talk to me while I was in a patients room. I looked up at him and his left eye was staring up at the ceiling while his right eye was looking at me. I asked him what was going on with his left eye. He picked up his pen and tapped his eye with his pen. I freaked. "What the hell was that!" He replied, "Oh my glass eye must have gotten off track." He took his fingers and straightened his eye in front of me. I just about lost it. I have always wanted to know someone with a glass eye. I begged him to take it out for me and he did. He said I could even touch it if I want to. I passed because I had too much lotion on my hands and it was a creepy. He let me take pictures of the event with my cell phone. I asked him if I could post them on my blog and he said yes!! Sweet!

Picture one - The removal
Picture two - The eye
Picture three - The gaping hole

I think it's the coolest looking thing I've seen in a long ass time.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

I get reminded every morning

I'm almost done copying all of my CD's onto my hard drive. It's fantastic. I think I will end up with about 55G's worth of space used. This was no small challenge. I had to sit on my ass for hours to get to the point that I'm at now. When I'm done I'm going to download a ton more shit. I fucking rule the school.

Take that bitches.

On another note... I was almost hit by car today at 9th and Colorado. Grr... Stupid driver. I could give you a play by play of everything else but I just don't give a shit. Feh. I don't even know why the hell I'm evening sitting in front of a computer right now. Now I just think I'm a retarded stupid fuck for continuing with this inane banter. Then again, you're the jackass that's still reading...

Friday, November 17, 2006

Black Sunshine

I'm doing it again. I'm procrastinating. I need to get this school shit done and I have no interest in any of it. It's a giant black cloud that has been following me for a few days. Fuck.

You know what I hate? People that have handicap stickers on theirs cars and they aren't handicapped or don't really need them. It drives me insane. I have one particular person in mind for this of course. There is a lady that lives near me that always has a different handicap tag displayed in her car window. She walks fine to me. She may have lupus or some other disease that takes its time to show up. I'm not sure. I just don't think she needs one. Why? She owns a dog walking business! If you require handicap status then why are you able to walk dogs all day including your own dog?

If I didn't have a cold or have to go to class then I would ride the Light Rail for free downtown to check out the art museum tomorrow. That would be my perfect Saturday.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

fer the love of this life

I got this wild hair up my ass that I needed to have an external CD/DVD drive. I jump in my car and go to Microcenter. I find what I am looking for and decided that I need more stuff. I look around a little more. I dodge the greasy haired guy that works there by telling him I know exactly what I am doing. I need an external hard drive for all of my music, movies and photos. I pick up a 250G drive and head off to make my purchase. I get this stuff home and then freak. Why the hell did I just spend a few hundred bucks and who the hell is going to pay for all of this? Did I really know exactly what I was doing? Who took over my body and made those purchases? Aliens?

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Frat attack

Shoot me now. I'm out of my element!

Update:
I took this last night when I was at the Robert or Roger Clyne show at The Gothic. I went for Shelly's birthday so it was a show I wouldn't normally attend. His music is a mix of Dave Matthews and Jimmy Buffet. There were a bunch of guys that were really into this guy. It was a giant frat party. The bonus is that Shelly has agreed to go to any show that I choose to go to in the future! Woo hoo!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

I've had it with T-Mobile and will be going back to my previous carrier when my contract expires in December. Right now all of my calls are going to voice mail whether I want them to or not. This happens too often. I need reliability. I can count on getting my text messages just not my phone calls. Fuck that.

Thursday, November 02, 2006



"If you have to take a really bad stinky crap this is the place is for you."

I helped with a vision and hearing clinic today at a local high school. This picture was posted by the bathroom so I thought it might be some new way of letting the English as a second language kids know where to go for bathroom emergencies. I was happy with my conclusion until someone told me what it really meant.

I like my conclusion better.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Done.


I was in line for an hour before I was able to vote. I went after work and got there about 3:45ish.

I'm glad I'm done. Now if they could just get those fucking election commercials to stop playing on my TV then I will be better.